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| 10:45pm 03/01/2009 |
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leaving for Aussie tomorrow! i am beyond excited, but a little nervous. i will be back on February 5th! can't wait to have the time of my life. |
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| 08:58am 18/12/2008 |
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mood:  accomplished
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i am so stressed out and tired of studying for my exam that is at 10:30. then, the rest of the day i have to go back and continue studying for my exam tomorrow, ugh. i will be SO happy when exams are over. i can't believe how fast this semester went by.
i leave SO soon for Australia/New Zealand. i am so excited, but 5 weeks out of this country on a completely different time zone is going to be difficult. but, i will manage because it is the experience of a lifetime.
life is good. good friends, good boyfriend.. family is good as always. i'm ALMOST done Christmas shopping. i have one last thing to get for my Dad & Caiden and then i am done. that is a good feeling. |
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| 02:13pm 25/11/2008 |
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one more class until break. Christina already left yesterday, which is sort of depressing being alone. i am not looking forward to packing and should probably be doing that now.
almost a month until Australia. i can't wait, but i am a little nervous.
i can't believe how fast this semester is going. too fast. time needs to slow down. |
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| 02:48pm 17/11/2008 |
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mood: excited
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just turned in the papers for our apartment next year! i am beyond excited. i can't wait to decorate AND paint! |
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| 02:04pm 01/11/2008 |
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"your mistakes don't define you. they don't dictate where you're headed, they only remind you."
pretty sure i feel like my mistakes do define me. especially a huge one i made over the summer.
it would make things a lot easier if i didn't fuck up.
oh well. dealing with it. |
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| 10:09am 23/10/2008 |
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mood:  cheerful music: hum of the heater
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i always write in here when i am studying and don't want to. so, i will give myself 5 minutes and then go back to studying.
my teeth are killing me. i had to have some work done yesterday and now it hurts more than it did before. i wasn't all the way numb because i hate the feeling of being numb and i could start to feel it affecting the back of my throat, so i told them that i couldn't feel anything when i really could. i think this may have something to do with the pain i am feeling now.
i watched the world series game last night and it is hard to believe that we won game one!! Phillies haven't been in the world series since 1993, so this is extremely exciting.
Christina and i are apartment/house hunting for next year. it really is a pain in the ass. i just wish we would find our perfect place, so we don't have to worry about it anymore.
i am halfway done this semester, so hard to believe. i have a midterm today, but i changed the class to pass/fail, so it is pretty hard for me to care about studying for it.
i have almost no desire to drink anymore, which is insane for me because i used to want to go out every single night. there used to be more nights when i went out and drank than when i just stayed in and stayed sober. now i maybe go out one night a week. i am just sort of sick of it. i hate feeling like shit the next day. i hate feeling like an ass because i did something stupid. it's just not worth it.
i feel like i am settling down, haha. but, the good thing is my roommate is the exact same way. so, when we stay in, we just hang out together.
i have an interview at Planned Parenthood next Thursday for my internship. this would be super exciting for me and almost like the perfect internship since i am really interested in women's health. i plan on getting an externship this summer at Christina Hospital, but so many people apply for it, so it is hard to count on. hard to believe i am almost like a real nurse and know so much. when 2 years ago, i knew nothing.
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| 07:44pm 12/10/2008 |
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mood:  calm music: akon- right now
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i absolutely hate studying. so far on the 2 exams i've had so far this year, i got an A in maternity and a B+ in med-surg. tomorrow is my first pediatric exam and i think it will be pretty difficult. there is just so much damn material on this exam that i am pretty sure i am going to be up all night studying.
i really enjoy my classes, but i absolutely hate studying. but, then again who doesn't?
i had a very quiet and enjoyable weekend. Christina went home and i think it proved how much we are so dependent on each other. i didn't go out last night, by choice. i got some studying done, but not as much as i now wish i would have.
my life is pretty calm at the moment and i don't mind when it is like this.
i was forgiven for something i never thought i would be and now gained that person back in my life. things were not so easy at first, but we're slowly rebuilding and it's basically back to normal.
Homecoming is this week. soo much excitement. i'm happy i only have an exam tomorrow morning and then it is pretty much an easy week for me! which is another reason i'm glad i didn't go out on Saturday.. there will be plenty of drinking this week to make up for it.
ok, i totally just wrote in here JUST so i didn't have to study. |
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| 12:11pm 09/10/2008 |
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this is difficult, but it's real. |
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| 10:01pm 19/09/2008 |
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i love my life.
i loveee my roomie.
i love jello shots.
i love the kappa alpha theta house.
i love bacardi limon and lemonade.
i love drinking in my kitchen.
i love being a nursing major.
i love that i did something today that absolutely terrified me. |
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| 02:35pm 01/09/2008 |
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i'm all moved into my house and i lovee it so far! i was a little nervous at first, but now i really couldn't be any happier.
i have to go to work later, ugh. work is ruining my social life, haha. |
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| 12:19pm 25/08/2008 |
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i just worked out for the first time in probably over a year and it felt sooo good!
i have lots to do this week and i am glad for once i am being productive. i have to do massive amounts of laundry, pack and then shop for some last minute stuff. and not to mention, i work like 8 shifts this week.
i am happy to be moving back to school, but i'll definately miss my family.
it is so hot in this damn house and it makes me want to do nothing. ugh. |
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| 10:11am 22/08/2008 |
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mood:  lazy
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today was my last day of babysitting. it was kind of sad because i get so attached to those girls. and even more sad because i'm pretty sure next summer i will have to have a real nursing job. i should have already done that this summer, but i'd rather do almost anything than be a CNA.
i have absolutely no motivation to do anything anymore. it's kind of good to just finally relax and not have to worry about anything, though.
i move in on Saturday for good. funny how i've been paying rent for 3 months now, yet i haven't even spent a night in my bed in Newark or stayed there for more than 5 mins.
Aubre's new house is absolutely ridiculous and i think many good times will be had there.
me and Brittany are really close now. it's weird how people you never imagined yourselves being friends with can so easily become a huge part of your life. |
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| 02:12am 19/08/2008 |
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i have no idea why i am wide awake at 2AM. i am not tired at all. tomorrow is my last day off of babysitting and then on Wednesday, it's back to being up at 7AM. i am going to be way fucked tomorrow too. i guess i will set my alarm early and just be miserable all day, so i can go to bed early tomorrow night.
tomorrow is the last day of my summer class. i kind of enjoy going and am sad it's going to be over. i'm taking it at Wilmington University (college?!) and it is so much more laid back than at UD. i like it that way because then i can enjoy learning and not be so stressed out by the millions of tiny details i have to learn, like my classes at UD.
i actually enjoy learning. |
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| 03:40pm 17/08/2008 |
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mood: content
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my credit card bill is out of control and i need to stop spending money, but it's so hard.
in good news, i opened a savings account. i was never successful at saving money because it was in the same account as the rest of my money. and i desperately need to start saving for Australia. i should have months ago. i need at least $2000 worth of spending money by January.
i need to stop putting things on my credit card because it is only putting myself into a hole.
last night i went to Aubre's new house in Newark. it's really nice and i had a good time. but, she got a flat tire at about 2am and it sucked. we stayed up till 4am drinking and talking. it was fun. |
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| 07:17pm 13/08/2008 |
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mood: lethargic
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caramel macchiato's are love. |
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| 12:28pm 08/08/2008 |
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I wouldn't say phobia, but I have some weird habits. I'm a little OCD about some things. I have to check my alarm clock on my phone atleast 3 times before I go to bed. Then, I have to use my finger to act like I'm writing out the time. I have NO idea why I do this, but I can't sleep unless it's done. And if someone else is in the room, then they have to read it out loud to me. In a store, I can also never take the first of something. I will ONLY take the second one. If there is only one of something, then no matter how bad I want it, I won't buy it. I have no idea why. These are such weird habits, but I have to do them or I freak out. |
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| 12:16pm 07/08/2008 |
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I wouldn't say odd, but I definitely have nervous habits. When I'm nervous, I'll start picking the nail polish off of my nails. If I don't have mail polish or I'm super nervous, I'll start to pick at my hang nails. Sometimes so much that they bleed. |
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| 03:23pm 06/08/2008 |
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mood: cheerful
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going to get my hair didddd in a few minutes. these are going to be my last blonde highlights before summer is over and then it's back to dark brown in the fall.
Lost is amazing and all i want to do is stay in and watch it. me and Brittany have been having amazing Lost marathons.
i am happy again and over him. it didn't take long, which shows a lot. but, i'm a pretty resilient girl anyway. |
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| 02:15pm 27/07/2008 |
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i like when it thunderstorms. |
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| 02:53am 25/07/2008 |
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life is good. i had a lot of fun tonight and no alcohol was involved either. and i didn't make any bad decisions that i will regret tomorrow. well, except for the fact that i have to be up in 4 hours. sometimes i need to be reminded that life is not all about partying. before my life was slowly spiraling out of control and now it is okay again. for the moment. |
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